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Thursday, February 1st, 2007

Subject:question
Posted by:scarlettpress.
Time:10:37 pm.
Hey, I'm visiting NYC soon and I was wondering if there are any lesbian friendly places for the 18 and older crowd.

Thanks
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Subject:introduction
Posted by:scarlettpress.
Time:10:14 pm.
name: malory (weird cause the mod's name is that too!)
age: 18
location: LI
are you single? yes
interests: art, writing, reading, watching lots of movies, zines
sexuality: bi
favorite quote: "The woods are lovely, dark and deep / but i have promises to keep..."-Robert Frost



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Sunday, March 5th, 2006

Subject:hello :)
Posted by:raffeypower.
Time:9:25 pm.
Mood: calm.
name Nellie
age 18
From Brooklyn, Nyc.
are you single? yes
interests: poetry, reading ( anything by anne rice, stephan king, tamera pierce, Elise Weseil,), yoga, meditation, music, creating music, playing piano ( passion of mine.) played for ten years.
sexuality: lesbian.
favorite quote: "I am someone who is looking for love, real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other Love. And I don't think that love is here yet..." ~Carrie ( sex & the city )

Heres my picture.

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Tuesday, December 27th, 2005

Subject:Hi!
Posted by:sweet_tearz01.
Time:11:39 pm.
Mood: devious.
name: Valerie
age: 16
location: Brooklyn/Queens New York
are you single?: Yeah :(
interests: anime, reading, writing, family, friends, pictures
sexuality: bi
favorite quote: "shut your mouth"
My pic!!

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Thursday, July 21st, 2005

Posted by:dancingspirit.
Time:6:27 pm.
Mood: hot.
name: Mallory
age: 19, 20 in Sept
location: NYC
are you single?: No.
interests: music, dancing, singing, writing, reading, researching, art, science, pharmacy, spending time at the lgbt center, meeting new people, finding cool new places to hang out, long late night conversations, etc..
sexuality: Only for the the ladies. ;)
favorite quote: "Many of us spend our whole lives running from feeling with the mistaken belief that you cannot bear pain. But you have already borne the pain. What you have not done is feel all that you are beyond the pain."-Kahlil Gibran

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Monday, May 23rd, 2005

Posted by:free_fool.
Time:7:35 am.
Liz
23
Noho
single
making silly drawings, watching the 'l word', fiddling with guitar, walking around NY, puppies, fiction writing,
sexuality= kinsey says I'm equally gay and straight, but I am not pursuing boys now, just girls. favorite quote of right now: "I'm not into sleepovers." -Shane from the l word.

My hair is mmmuch shorter now, and I'm about to cut it short-short.
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Sunday, November 7th, 2004

Posted by:xjujux.
Time:10:26 am.
name Julie
age 16
location Rockland County
are you single? yes
interests glassblowing, art history, acting, stage design, camping, hiking, environmental awareness, poetry, literature, fashion, music
sexuality bi
favorite quote "Sometimes there's so much beauty in the world I feel like I can't take it like my heart's going to cave in."
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Tuesday, September 7th, 2004

Subject:hey
Posted by:fashionista19.
Time:3:30 pm.
name EMMA
age 19
location NYC
are you single? YEP :(
interests ART, GRAFFITI, HIP HOP, SHOPPING, DNB, FASHION, JAPANESE STREET FASHION,
sexuality BI
favorite quote UMMM I'M NOT QUITE SURE RIGHT NOW

Anyhow, check out my pics on the following link!
I'm new to NYC from London UK.

Mwah x x x

http://photos.yahoo.com/fashionista_sista_04
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Thursday, May 20th, 2004

Posted by:destined2dream.
Time:5:29 pm.
Mood:nerdy.
Name: Caitlin
Location: NJ (Princeton area)
Orientation: Lesbian
Marital Status: Single
Age: 18
B-day: June 23rd
Student At: Mount Holyoke College
AIM: Absolutsmurf713

Anyone going to NY or NJ Pride? What day is Pride in MA?
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Friday, May 14th, 2004

Subject:Laughing So Hard, It Hurts...
Posted by:destined2dream.
Time:2:28 pm.
Mood: amused.
Despite my current status at Mount Holyoke, I've spent the majority of this past month with friends on campus. I received a written warning for running a red light the first time I was visiting because Bird was being an annoying little back seat driver. She warned me of a cop, so I slowed down and looked around. "That's not a cop, that's a Jeep," I said. "No, that's a cop..." By the time I saw the cop, it was too late. I had run a red and his lights were flashing. I pulled over and gave him my license and registration. He was going to give me a ticket, but luckily a fight broke out at the pizza place across the street, so he went easy on me.

Before I tell you about the rest of my month, I should probably tell you that last night I also got a $279 speeding ticket on route 91 in CT. That's about 14 hours of busting my ass as the "pizza guy." Oh well, I'm still laughing.

Since rehab, many people have "confessed their true feelings for me." I realize I am a completely different person than I was a few months ago, but I don't understand why anyone would want to be with me right now. I still have so much to work through. I'm extremely flattered by all the love and affection that has been thrown my way, but I am also a bit uncomfortable. With the exception of one individual, my feelings for them don't match up. I don't like turning people down or hurting them by letting them know I'm not attracted to them, so I am not always very truthful in response to their emotions. I feel I have hurt some people this past month by leading them on for too long. One person in particular comes to mind. Sara, I feel horrible. You are such a great friend. You are one of the nicest, funniest, smartest people I've ever met, and I should have been more honest with you about my current situation and to whom my heart belongs. I know we patched things up this past week, but I feel like such an asshole. I hope you can forgive me.

I got a phone call from my friend Kay, whom I met in rehab. She filled me in on a few details Mary Ellen forgot to include in her explanation of why she got kicked out of treatment. It seems I wasn't the only one she was fooling around with at BFC. After I left she started having sex with several men at RDT. I don't care that she fooled around with other people, but it kind of sucked being lied to. To all those I have lied to in the past, I am sorry. Whether I lied to your face or lied through omission, it was disrespectful and unfair of me.

This past month has been so much fun!!! Dances, parties, hosting prospies, taking my relationship with Amy to the next level, skinny-dipping, reconnecting with Katie, Alexis, and Miranda, guest speaking, getting close to Marty, Maggie, Casey, Sara and Amy-Kate, kicking Kelly's ass in racquetball, ice skating, chillin' with Lu, getting my eyebrow pierced, ordering things in the mail (i.e. a violin, recovery ring, credit card, etc.), studying with friends, etc.

Some people need so much help. I cut off my ex after I realized she hadn't changed one bit while I was at rehab. She's too blind to see that she is everything she accuses me of being... co-dependent, manipulative, slutty, addicted, etc. I was just a source of entertainment for her and my mistakes and weaknesses were the bond keeping her and her roommate on good terms. You would think people who have been through some of the same stuff as you would be more understanding and supportive than those who have never experienced any any of that shit, but that's not true. I guess it hits a little too close to home, so they compare and judge.

Rebecca had to put me down to feel better about herself. She thought she was making herself look good, but, in fact, she was losing friends. The more she talked about being over me, the less meaning it had. Others began to feel that the opposite was true and that she was just trying to tell herself she was one thing until she actually became it. I noticed this quality in her when we were going out. I noticed a lot of defense mechanisms and flaws, but I loved her with all I had until there was nothing more to give and I couldn't take it anymore. I was dying inside. I felt trapped, suffocated. The reason I relapsed in the first place was to manipulate her into leaving me alone. I couldn't take her games any longer and just wanted to move on. I knew I couldn't do it on my own, so I tried to make her hate my guts. It backfired and I couldn't resist a relationship with her. Needless to say, after cutting off all my closest friends, she became the main focus of my life. I became very co-dependent and slipped into depression.

I'm happier now than I've ever been. Caryn and Rebecca can say whatever they want about me. They can call me Scary Caitlin, Enlarged Cracktus, Large Cantelope, THE Crackwhore, etc., but it just goes to show they are still very immature. I'm obviously renting space in their heads and that sucks for them. All I can do is laugh because they look so fuckin' dumb right now. Rebecca will continue to have relationship problems unless she changes her expectations and actions. Caryn is just all around fucked up. There's no hope in saving her now. People came up to me and told me about the things they had been writing on their door. I didn't really care, but Amy was offended by the things they were writing, so she wrote them a note kindly asking them to take it down because it affects the whole hall and it's very immature and disrespectful. I guess they thought I wrote the note, because they put up an e-mail from me, a poem about crack, a note about it being their room and their door, a note about me being a fool martyr and another note about me bringing my addiction and dealer to their hall and them being forced to lock their door. That is so sad. They are oblivious to the drug scene on campus and misinformed about the actual events which occurred on Las Vegas Night. The dealer was already outside of Prospect. He never came inside. I did not prostitute myself. Crack is a party drug on campus and people are doing it under their very noses. I will have seven months of sobriety in a week and they just got written up for throwing a huge drinking party.

I was still struggling with my feelings about them this past month and badmouthed them a bit to a few friends who brought up my relationship with Rebecca and some of the stuff she's been saying about me. I went against a promise I made to her not to show anyone pictures of her in a bra and a strap-on, with her ass showing. I feel bad about doing that and am disappointed in myself for letting Caryn and Rebecca get to me enough to stoop that low, but I don't owe anyone any apologies. Rebecca sent me an e-mail with the most insincere apology in it. All I could say to that was "ok." She worded it in such a way that made it look like she was taking blame for her actions, but she was actually blaming me and trying to say that I made her do the things she did. What a load of bull. She's made so many promises to me and has broken just about all of them. I don't owe her a damn thing. Until she grows up, and probably even then... I want nothing to do with her. I have moved on and she should do the same. STOP TALKING ABOUT MOVING ON AND ACTUALLY DO IT... BECAUSE THE BEST WAY TO SHOW THAT YOU'RE OVER ME IS TO HAVE NO REACTION TO ME... MY PAST, OUR ONCE RELATIONSHIP, AND MY PRESENCE AT MOUNT HOLYOKE BECAUSE I WILL BE BACK SOMETIME NEXT YEAR AND YOU NEED TO LEARN TO DEAL.

Amy, I love you with all my heart. I can't wait to visit you in July. We are going to have a blast freaking your friends out at parties and touring Michigan. I will show you a side of Kalamazoo you've probably never seen before. I haven't been there, but I want to go to "The Zoo"... gay bar Janet was talking about in Michigan. You should come with me! Oh, and by the way, I really think you should really stop moaning my name in your sleep because that's going to get you in trouble with your parents. You're going to have some explaining to do if your mom ever hears that shit. LOL!!! Let me know if you find yourself coming out at all this Summer. If I had to experience Jeff rubbing his head on my thighs, I think I would become a lesbian too. Oh, wait, I already am one...
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Saturday, May 8th, 2004

Subject:Hey.
Posted by:joliestar.
Time:12:34 am.
Mood: sleepy.
name Chanelle
age: 21
location: northern Jersey, but I was born and raised and Brooklyn.
are you single?: -_- unfortunately...
interests: anime, video games, breathing... (who knew?)
sexuality: bi.
favorite quote: They tend to change like the weather but right now it's: "I'll make you fall so in love with me that every time our lips touch you'll die a little death." - Yazawa Ai

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Friday, April 30th, 2004

Subject:THIS IS THE MOST RIDICULOUS COMMUNITY EVER CREATED!
Posted by:myeh.
Time:3:58 am.
name: whitney.
age: eighteen.
location: new york // hampshire college in amherst, ma.
are you single? yes.
interests: feces.
sexuality: i don't believe in sexualities.
favorite quote: i'm the most pertentious person that ever existed.

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Monday, April 12th, 2004

Posted by:darlinbianca.
Time:12:15 am.

name : stephanie

age: 19

 location: new paltz 

are you single?: i like to date

interests: theatre, advocacy, dating, kisssing, 80s night, changing the world

sexuality:i like to state my sexuality like my major : "im bisexual with a concentration in women and a specialty for falling for those who are unavailable."

favorite quote:  ani: "im not really who i said i was or who i thought i'd be" or "fate is not just whose cooking smells good but which way the wind blows"

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Saturday, February 28th, 2004

Subject:its about time
Posted by:popasquating.
Time:8:43 pm.
name. amanda.
age. 18.
location: sleepy hollow/ new paltz
are you single? yes.
interests. music, veganism, adventure, feminism, rilo kiley, 80’s music, animal rights, coloring books, children’s book stores, ladybugs, roller coasters
sexuality. pretty gay
favorite quote. "Thought there was love in everything and everyone. You're so naive!" belle and sebastion
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Tuesday, February 17th, 2004

Subject:Vote for Bre Tonight!
Posted by:kaskadersha.
Time:6:50 pm.
It's nice to have a sister in the running...

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Wednesday, February 4th, 2004

Subject:word
Posted by:_ultraviolence.
Time:10:33 am.
Mood: blah.
name - crista
age - 19
location - purchase, NY (manhattanville college)
are you single? - negative
interests - mario kart, gravity bongs, hip hop, other hella tight shit
sexuality - 110% cooter-lovin'
favorite quote - "my only weakness is a list of crimes" - the smiths

VISUALS OH FO SHO:
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Monday, February 2nd, 2004

Subject:HUmmmmm
Posted by:saltwaterkill.
Time:8:13 pm.
Mood:accomplished.
so..what's everybody's opinion on The L Word...I've heard a lto of mixed reactions from fdifferent people about it cast and context?

I personally am enthralled with it [or Kate Moenning as Shane] but..what's everyone else go to say?



[RESPOND!!! THERE'S NO ACTIONNNNNN]
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Sunday, January 18th, 2004

Subject:I dunno if i can post stories but.uh..soemthing..needed to be posted
Posted by:saltwaterkill.
Time:1:44 am.
Mood: sleepy.
She walked through the steam rising between the cement. Blue jeans cut off at the knee and a self-tailored white t-shirt, collar bone poking through the slight alterations. Hair pulled up loosely in an attempt to hold the ocean back, skin the color of wild honey. I was waiting by some chain or other, catching light with my fingers and the clouds in my eyes. The sun glinted off the space between my street and hers. I knew she was there before I looked, I smiled before I thought to.

It was casual hello, a casual everything. We walked together, not really knowing what to say , understanding the silence. I closed my eyes and the clouds broke through. Within five minutes I knew wearing a wifebeater that day was not only stupid but pointless, I would have been identical topless.

The rain was on and off again that day, sort of like our friendship has been since. There were no long breaks or even suggested halts, just temperate declines followed by downpours. We had taken off our shoes, walked on the park grass like it was pure and not some block of land belonging to runaway coke feinds and deaf anarachy movements. Within moments we could feel the plotted earth settle between our toes. Her face told me it was time to put the soles between us and the earth.

I remember swings and pushing til my calves burned and my smile ached. I remember the long slow walk to the train station. It was a drawn out ride and a million words could have flowed between but I probably stared down at my wet converse and her sandals. Sandals I imagined someone whose feet had a story to tell would wear. I had already met her feet, a broken step-ladder of toes and masculine shading. I watched them amble through the doors of the train at my stop.

[[[[[to be continued...]]]]]]]]]]]]]
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Friday, January 16th, 2004

Posted by:caffeinatedgrrl.
Time:6:40 am.
title or description

yum.
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Sunday, January 4th, 2004

Subject:hey now
Posted by:saltwaterkill.
Time:12:53 pm.
Mood:awake.
hey if anything ....where are you moderators?

comeon.. we've had one post in like months.
time to bring a little pizzazz to the place...no?
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